How to survive?

Malaysia
November 28, 2016 7:59am CST
Without money, no one can survive, all is about money. I can have a house and car but without money they will be taken back by the bank. Feeling lost and regret after what my father said to me just now, I feel that I should stand up for myself. I have no one to complain and talk to, I only know mylotters who are very friendly to share their opinions on anything. I have depression plus schizophrenia, so whenever I work I cannot commit fully to my job, I always think my boss and colleagues don't likes me and they are very mean, actually they are very high expectation. So I don't do long job, I held for 2-3 months, I lose my job regularly. Which means I always apply job and resign. My only hobby is surfing the internet and do typing work. But the problem is I don't earn enough, for example a survey company will pay me after 4 weeks checking but I need money before 4 weeks to buy medicine and pay internet bills. Shamely my father stills support me but he is already 58 years old, nowadays he complaints headache, aching body, tired. I feel very sorry for him and mad at myself why I can't support entirely on myself. Is it I am different from other people around me, my friends which are already long time separated from marriage, work and everything. I have no patience in working, I always get fed up, but I want money, I can stand up and tell my boss, I want to resign and don't want to do anymore immediately. But how can I tell myself that I must do the job in order to survive?
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@xiaolisu (1292)
• Shenyang, China
28 Nov 16
sometime we have to give up our temper to catering others.we need to change ourselves to catering the society.the adjustment must be.hurts.but we can getting through
• Malaysia
28 Nov 16
i cant get through, mom said if i cant then it will stuck in the place. i know its very hard for me to adjust, but i will try once last time. nice to meet you fren.
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@neersha (253)
• Delhi, India
28 Nov 16
do not feel sad friend have faith in yourself do hard work you will really get a new one and again start over where you left behind. these days me too facing these problems .
• Malaysia
28 Nov 16
tq friend for your advise.pray for you.
@JolietJake (41585)
28 Nov 16
Actually you can live without money, but it ain't easy. Sleeping in abandoned houses, eating out of trash cans, taking 'baths' in the sink in public restrooms...been there, it sucked.
• Malaysia
28 Nov 16
why ? you r having problem as well...