Is it? Was It? A sign?

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O.M.G.!! I am freaking out!!! I was on the phone with my Mother not too long ago and all of a sudden I saw a face fro face book an old friend of mine which I searched for way before I was married and talked to him last year but we parted ways after some drunk misunderstanding on my part not proud of it but shook it off and forgot about him even though itt was hard because he was a rally good child hood friend so I thought until I told him I was married and he told me he did not reconize my last name until I told him I have been married 13 years but I can honestly say I love my husband but there are times when I say what did I get myself into after my fiance died? He was a good friend of him but he passed away in 2003 Now I have been married to his friend for years but I can honestly say I was young but I grew to love my husband but he hurts my feelings all the time. More than you know I tried to connect with my old fiend but he blocked me and then this? What is this a sign? I know he was in love with me when I was young but I was young and out of control a dancer no rules lived alone paid my own bills etc never brought no men to my home but went through some scary times with the Police and all but I never went to jail and always had the law on my side Thank God for that. Every day I think about my old friend and hope hes okay even though he blocked me from some drunken comment I made I can not even remember what it was but I know I was drunk at the time but I do have contavt with his cousin and she always says hello to me everyday on Facebook even though I have let this go for over 4 months'''What does this mean???