Happiest at home, sadly no one will pay me to be there.

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I am happiest at home, sadly I have yet to find a way to make money to survive and stay there. I guess maybe it will be easier once I have a FT job and good income. I think I will budget really strictly, so I can pay off debt, get things better off, and save for the day when I can stay home again. I just really do prefer being home most days, with a few trips out. I hate having to go out into the world and work. I am also tired and headachy after a day of bad students, thought it was elementary, which is what the sub website said, turns out it was Highschool and middle school kids, which are loud and crazy, and I am totally outside of my comfort zone. I never worked with kids over 8 grade pretty much anywhere. I managed, but I am not sure I want to do that again. It was something else. Still three days of subbing, and 4 of d tree will make for some nice checks next week. And since I can only sub one day next week, that will help make up for the short check I will get the following week. I have decided this is it on the truck. I am not paying anymore. I think I will park it, at the beginning of April, or so, in the closest airports long term parking and mail the X the key. I did find out today he has indeed officially moved to Little Rock, but has never provided me the address. I guess he'd rather me mail the old one and it get forwarded. He has also not paid, and I am sure has no intention, of paying the over 1k he owes me for his half of the trucks bills since October. Not surprised, just pointing out this has helped me make the decision over what to do. Excuse? Paying our "communal debt". Well I have a credit card that has our communal debt on it, and the truck is communal debt so.... I guess he means his credit card? Which I had before I left long since paid our debt off it, what was left was HIS drinking, smokes, video games, and food purchases. So...not my problem. Yeah, frustrated. Be glad when all ties are done as this is over. Two calls to the courts this week to find out when the date is set for the divorce case, and they don't answer their phone, or ever return a call. I guess I keep calling and calling, and calling. I really want this done.