My parents arent really to blame

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I get hungry a lot. I had a gastric bypass but the cravings never left. Psychiatristso say that your relationship with your parents has a lot to do with problems later in life. I love my parents now, but I felt like didn't always love them.  I had resentment for dad and mom.  My anger with mom was more to do with that she was easier.  She rarely hit me.  Her abuse was mental, but she would not classify it as abuse.  She hurt my feelings, bringing my attention to my short comings.  She compared my lack of intelligence to Ralphs smarts. Ralph is my brilliant brother. He doesn't act smart to me though. I love my brother.  He took both French and Spanish, and I was not allowed to take a language. I wanted to take music and I wasn't allowed that either.  My guidance councillor said I was not smart enough in so many words. It's funny, but, I don't feel hungry now because I have journal led for awhile.  Thank you Mylot. Pixabay image