Keeping The Darkness Away ...

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Mother's Day 2017 ... I don't know how I did it but, I'm so grateful to have made it through the Mother's Day weekend without going into a bad time grieving over Tommy ( my only child, my son). I 'kept check' on myself today gauging how I felt. I didn't want to go into a dark place this Mother's Day ... it's scary, most upsetting ... and sometimes, it takes several days to come back from it. Grief doesn't feel good at all. Today I've felt a smile ... somehow like an inner light has been shining to keep any darkness away. Does that make any kind of sense? I don't know any other way to describe it. Thank God for the light. Light keeps darkness away. Note by this Author: Today has been a positive day ... I didn't feel the scary feelings that still come at times ... grief, fear that I can't cope with knowing my son is gone. I'm so thankful. I think the 'light' I felt today ... was Tommy staying close to me to keep me from being sad. Why? Because I kept feeling a smile in my Heart ... and such Love for my son. I kept thinking I could feel his smile. It could be my imagination or ... it could really be. I choose to think it really could be.