Time for me to hang it up.
@amadeo (111948)
United States
November 13, 2017 3:03pm CST
Good afternoon.Well I got a lot of reading done.
Did not spend too much time here.
I play tennis this morning.
It was fair.I am thinking of hanging up my racquet at the end of the year.
I had enough.My life is going nowhere.
Tired of shots and blood the only things keep me going.
I have had it.going in full retirement at the end of the year.
Tired of pain etc.This is a hell way to live.
Tired of everything.
Been thinking this while I was reading most of the afternoon.
I am reading Rooster Bar by John Chrisham.
So far so good.
26 people like this
26 responses
@marlina (154165)
• Canada
13 Nov 17
So sorry to read that you sound so depressed. It is not like you, but I do understand how you feel.
It is not easy to have some big health problems, I know all about it. Sometimes you feel like there is no hope but the day after, somehow, you get the energy to get going a while longer.
Hang in there Alfredo, we love your writing and it does help us to know that there is such a nice guy out there.
5 people like this
@kobesbuddy (74740)
• East Tawas, Michigan
13 Nov 17
We all face things that make us weary, those issues that never go away. Yet, we take a shower, dress, then put our shoes on, each and every morning. It's hard work, not knowing what today might bring! Enjoy your book, Fredo
5 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@kobesbuddy thank you and yes life goes on.
2 people like this
@kobesbuddy (74740)
• East Tawas, Michigan
14 Nov 17
@amadeo Just remember one thing Freddo, your life is EXTREMELY valuable to the ones who love you and to God
Don't ever forget this, O.K.?
Don't ever forget this, O.K.?2 people like this
@BelleStarr (61047)
• United States
14 Nov 17
I hope that you decide that maybe you will continue to play tennis for a little longer, but whatever you decide we will all be here t support you.
5 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@BelleStarr either that or cut back on my days
4 people like this
@LeaPea2417 (36497)
• Toccoa, Georgia
14 Nov 17
I feel sad reading this. I am praying for you.
5 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@LeaPea2417 do not feel sad.I knew that this was coming.Let see how next month fare.
4 people like this
@Juliaacv (48522)
• Canada
14 Nov 17
I know that when your energy is gone, it robs you of your livelihood, but don't hang up your racket. Don't do it because when you are up you love to get out on the courts, and everyone has their good and bad days, and you're no different, you just really dislike your bad days.
5 people like this
@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
14 Nov 17
You need a new hobby, one that does not involve as much energy
5 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@andriaperry that is for sure there.Working on it.Thanks.
3 people like this
@lovinangelsinstead21 (36850)
• Pamplona, Spain
13 Nov 17
Fredo we love your posts so even if you give up tennis for a while that is very understandable.
I don´t feel much like writing either.
Have to go now have a good night and enjoy the book which I have not yet read either.
3 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@lovinangelsinstead21 I try to be a cheerful little earful
1 person likes this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@lovinangelsinstead21 thank you.Did you have a good night sleep there.
2 people like this
@TiarasOceanView (70035)
• United States
13 Nov 17
I am sorry to know the pain and all the procedures are getting to you Fredo..I can understand.
3 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@TiarasOceanView thank you.The pain I hate
3 people like this
@Marilynda1225 (79961)
• United States
13 Nov 17
Sorry that you are feeling so down today and hope you can bounce back to your happier self. I just downloaded that book Rooster Bar but haven't read it yet.
4 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@Marilynda good.Your going to like it.Also like to hear what you think of it.
1 person likes this
@teamfreak16 (43419)
• Denver, Colorado
14 Nov 17
I would hate to see you hang up the racket. Hang in there.
5 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@teamfreak16 I have been.Will see how the year end.
3 people like this
@Happy2BeMe (99390)
• Canada
13 Nov 17
Sorry to hear you sounding so sad. if you think that is best for you then I hope it will make you feel better.
if you think that is best for you then I hope it will make you feel better.4 people like this
@Kandae11 (53677)
•
13 Nov 17
I like novels by John Grishman. Don't lose heart and give up - did you have pain while playing tennis? If there was no pain and it doesn't make your health worse , I think you should continue. The activity and interaction should help to lift your spirits.
3 people like this
@LightMan123 (109)
• Canada
14 Nov 17
A lot of people feel like what you are feeling currently. I hope that you will feel better.
I think that it will not be a bad idea to take a break from tennis. I gave up a sport before to pursue my other hobbies. It worked out well for me.
All the best.
3 people like this
@m_audrey6788 (58482)
• Germany
13 Nov 17
If you starts to feel retiring, I think it`s great as you get to enjoy a relaxing life with less stress
2 people like this
@amadeo (111948)
• United States
14 Nov 17
@m_audrey6788 yes thinking about that
1 person likes this
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
14 Nov 17
I sometimes have this feeling, like I wanted to end this because I am tired of needles, meds, and blood. But seeing the boyfriend who finds ways to make me okay and live, encourage me to live. Then I said to myself, I will fight as long as I still can.
Buddy, you can do it. You can do anything you wanted as long as it makes you happy. Never give up, never surrender.
1 person likes this
