I'm Sorry

@Courtlynn (55163)
United States
November 15, 2017 6:07pm CST
I'm Sorry I trusted him with you. I'm Sorry he hurt you. I'm Sorry I believed him. I'm Sorry you couldn't come back home. I'm Sorry you didnt get to know your Uncle Ricky, your Great-Grandmother or your Great-Grandfather. I'm Sorry you were scared at your visits with him. I'm Sorry I couldn't be there to hold you. I'm Sorry you cried everytime we parted from our visits. I'm Sorry he didn't go to jail. I'm Sorry he only got probation and fines to pay. I'm Sorry even with doing everything I needed, you weren't able to come back home. I'm Sorry the courts failed us. I'm Sorry things aren't the way they're supposed to be. I'm Sorry I can't call you or visit you. I'm Sorry I don't get to watch you grow up. I'm Sorry I can't send you birthday and Christmas gifts. I'm SO Sorry.
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@peachpurple (12770)
• Malaysia
16 Nov
I 'm so sorry for reading all this. Breaks my heart.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Sorry, didn't mean to do that. Just had to let out my feelings.
@peachpurple (12770)
• Malaysia
16 Nov
@Courtlynn its alright to vent out, at least we all know what had been bottling inside
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
@peachpurple i know it is.
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@Juliaacv (33233)
• Canada
16 Nov
Oh Courtney.......this has me crying. I know that they are only words, and that the feelings of your heart are magnified a million times. Your daughter has to be a mini version of you, so based on that I'm hoping that she'll turn out good. And I'm hoping that you have another child.......some day, with the right guy, and live happily......ever after!
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Imagine how I was before, during and after writing it.. From what I know about her, she is a mini-me.. and I hope she turns out good too.. I don't know about that.. Too scared of the same thing or worse happening, so keep going back and forth on wanting another or not. But thank you.
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@Juliaacv (33233)
• Canada
16 Nov
@Courtlynn I can understand that. But I feel that its good to let it out, and I think that it really speaks to your strength of character. When its right, you will know it, and you'll have another one.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
@Juliaacv Thank you
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@sharon6345 (138231)
• United States
16 Nov
I feel to cry right now. I can't say anything to make you feel better. I wish you the best. I am sorry too.
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@Juliaacv (33233)
• Canada
16 Nov
When I read this it made me want to cry, but knowing Courtney as I do, I know that she is a very strong willed woman. And although that would kill the spirit of many, it has not killed her spirit, in fact she is a very generous and kind-hearted person. That IS amazing, she IS amazing, isn't she?
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Thank you Sharon.
@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
@Juliaacv thank you, Julia.
@Happy2BeMe (74935)
• Canada
16 Nov
I am so sorry you are going through all of this. My heart hurts for you.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Thank you.
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@Happy2BeMe (74935)
• Canada
16 Nov
@Courtlynn you are welcome
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• China
16 Nov
I feel so sad to hear that. Everything is gonna be okay. I wanna give you a hug.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
It will never be okay, but thank you.
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@Marty1 (36177)
• Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
16 Nov
I wish you did not have to go through this. Sending huge hugs to you
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
So do I.. thank you
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@Marty1 (36177)
• Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
16 Nov
@Courtlynn you're welcome
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
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@tammys85 (11822)
• United States
16 Nov
I love you, and I'm so sorry. Please remember that I am always here for you. I know I can't really say anything to make it better, but I'm still here.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
17 Nov
I know that and I'm very grateful. Love you too
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@tammys85 (11822)
• United States
23 Nov
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@Srbageldog (8244)
• United States
16 Nov
I'm sorry you can't be with your little girl. I hope that someday you will be reunited.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Thank you Stacy. Hope so.
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@Daelii (5927)
• United States
16 Nov
I'm so sorry. Lots of prayers some positive things start happening for you and your family.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Thank you
@amnabas (10313)
• Karachi, Pakistan
16 Nov
So sorry for your goings...My prayers are with you.
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@Courtlynn (55163)
• United States
16 Nov
Thank you