I’m a coward
By Gaia Noor
@gaianoor (1117)
Tirana, Albania
January 11, 2018 5:20pm CST
I know I love him, i knew this for a long time. But no matter what I say i will never find the way to put this out. I’m sure he doesn’t like me and don’t want to loose him at least as a friend or maybe this was what i was thinking till some weeks ago. Now what i want is to get away from him so i will create something new for me and for my life.
I really wish i can get him away from my heart.
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7 responses
@Letranknight2015 (51532)
• Philippines
12 Jan 18
Better do something else that would distract you from thinking about him.
Maybe you should talk to him, maybe it's just infatuation.
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@Theresaaiza (10487)
• Australia
12 Jan 18
I would be one to just walk away but then again, I have not fallen in love with a friend. I had a crush who became my friend and eventually my feelings changed. He became nothing more than a friend. But that's about all.
Why don't you try and tell him? Seeing as how you are that ready to walk away no matter what his reaction is anyway, you've got nothing to lose I suppose? Rather than live your life wondering "what if".
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@Theresaaiza (10487)
• Australia
12 Jan 18
@gaianoor He will ask you why you're distancing yourself from him - you better have a good alibi 
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@gaianoor (1117)
• Tirana, Albania
12 Jan 18
I don`t have the courage to do it. I more afraid of the rejection, what i can get from it.
I always thought that "what if" it will kill me but, maybe if i told him a long time ago it could have been more easy for both of us. i`ve tried many ways to tell him but when i`m about to start telling something, something else will come out.
@gaianoor (1117)
• Tirana, Albania
12 Jan 18
That is what i think. But the decision i`m trying to have lately is that i will not meet him, i will not ask him to go out, so i can be distant. Tried this before and after some time i`m back to where i was before. I feel a little stupid.
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@misunderstood_zombie (8142)
• United States
12 Jan 18
That's sad, but if you don't think he likes you then maybe you should create a new life away from him.
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