I’m a coward
By Gaia Noor
January 11, 2018 5:20pm CST
I know I love him, i knew this for a long time. But no matter what I say i will never find the way to put this out. I’m sure he doesn’t like me and don’t want to loose him at least as a friend or maybe this was what i was thinking till some weeks ago. Now what i want is to get away from him so i will create something new for me and for my life. I really wish i can get him away from my heart.
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I would be one to just walk away but then again, I have not fallen in love with a friend. I had a crush who became my friend and eventually my feelings changed. He became nothing more than a friend. But that's about all. Why don't you try and tell him? Seeing as how you are that ready to walk away no matter what his reaction is anyway, you've got nothing to lose I suppose? Rather than live your life wondering "what if".
• Tirana, Albania
I don`t have the courage to do it. I more afraid of the rejection, what i can get from it. I always thought that "what if" it will kill me but, maybe if i told him a long time ago it could have been more easy for both of us. i`ve tried many ways to tell him but when i`m about to start telling something, something else will come out.
Sometimes there are things that we cannot have. It is also nice to conceal one's feelings if we think that it wouldn't work. I had such feelings with my best friend before and I tried to fight back because it will break the friendship.
• Tirana, Albania
That is what i think. But the decision i`m trying to have lately is that i will not meet him, i will not ask him to go out, so i can be distant. Tried this before and after some time i`m back to where i was before. I feel a little stupid.