I found out that I'm great at faking it.......

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I'm great at faking it......no not that. I'm great at faking how I'm actually feeling these days. Most days, I'm okay and can have good days. Others, I can't get out of this fog or even get out of my mind. However, I am great at faking it. Yesterday, I was in a funk but I did good. Didn't take my mood out on anyone but was quiet. Thankfully, since I have an Iphone, I could pretend I was just scrolling through Facebook or looking something up when asked why I was being so quiet. So much is going on and has gone on that it's no surprise I'm in a funk. I hate being the responsible one in the family. Last week, my brother in law asked to borrow money from me, on one of my bad days. But he is one that very rarely asks and it was for a good reason. His mom needed to get her medicine and didn't have the money so I took the $300 from my vacation fund for him. Me and my daughter finally have insurance again. Me, it's been a few months. For her, it's only been a week or so. That's a big load off of my mind now. With my town's betterment committee, I'm thinking about quitting it. They need to raise all this money but when given ideas that actually make money, they don't want to do them. I've given them so many ideas that would be fun and successful as we've done them before when having benefits for my nephew. In better news, I am going to be in a vendor blender in April for my pearl business and I already have 2 or 3 guaranteed orders. I may have other parties before then as I have a couple friends that would like to have one but are having a hard time getting all of their friends together. Anyways, that's what's been going on with me lately. How is everyone that's reading this??