Do You Ever Feel the Desire to be Evil?

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Most of the time, I'm a balance. Righteousness and Evil rolled together and stored inside one body of humanity, being a pillar of support to this world and its continued existence. However, when that balance is disrupted by topics or people, the other side becomes much greater, and it presents itself as the dominant factor. Just recently, I have stirred the nest of the religious people, and it has brought a lot of religious out in defense of their self-declared righteousness. Are they truly righteous down to the last drop? Probably not, so it shouldn't bug me much, but the idea of it makes me think that there is a need to counterbalance that supposed righteousness. In times like that, the darkness swells, and the desire to be evil surfaces. Why? Because I'm a balance. That's how it works. Since I'm more tangled with those of the Christian faiths, my focus lies there. I don't know much about the antagonists of the other religions to use them as an open reference. So let's talk about Revelations, chapter 13. This is when the Beast arises from the sea (of humanity) or something to that effect, and starts to take over. There's reference to the number 666, but people are conflicted to what this means. Well, first off, I don't think I'm as weak as something like the beast, but I might not be unrelated to it. My name, Morgan, comes from the Welsh word Morcant, which means 'sea circle', or 'from the sea'. 13 is my lucky number, while 7 is my unlucky number. Every 8 years of my life, I face death in a terrifying manner. These events are preceded by an event where millions of people died in the middle ages by disasters and cataclysms. The gap between these cataclysms and my events, is 666 years. There have been 5 to date. Five seals, perhaps? Number 6 is coming in four years... Very recently, I have made a post about the coming of a dark god that will attempt to unite humanity and change the world. To promote peace in these chaotic times. Again, while I doubt that he is the beast, he might not be unrelated to it. Kind of a scary coincidence, don't you think? But then again, I am a storyteller, so how much of this is true, and how much is simply a story using what I know? To continue the story/truth/whichever you want to believe, on my body, after each event I am given a constellation in freckles. Their meanings to date are the following: Gate of the Gods, The Destroyer, Eternal Suffering, The Dragon, and The King. I also have a stigmata and the Eye of Providence. Perhaps my body is the key to the end days? Oh, and there is also a perfect isosceles triangle. Perhaps that's the Trinity? In any case, going back to the desire to be evil... the more you talk about religion, the more I want to destroy it and go evil. So getting it off the table... as I frequently suggest, is perhaps the safer route for everyone. After all, you're tilting that balance too far to one side, and it can only go so far before it collapses!