Love want to conquer all.

Tweet

I have a godmother. She is the most generous person I’ve ever known. She is my mom’s best friend and my second mom. She helps me and my mother in our needs since then. She became one of my ideal superhero for she not let us down. She carries us wholeheartedly without any regret. I love her so much that’s why every decision she will make for us, really matter the most. I got to elementary and high school with her help by giving me allowances. I do my best to get a higher grade so that soon I will get a scholarship in collage to help myself to be able to go to school and for her expenses because she also has a kid, she will not be able to provide all my school needs. Her only rule for me is “No boyfriend unless you graduate.” It’s hard. I did my best to do what I can do not to fall in love but the world is too playful, unfortunately it wasn’t successful. I got boyfriends in my entire life of being a student. 2yrs relationship in high school who first broke my heart giving me 4 years to recover – realizing that maybe my godmother is right about this thing that Love should not but combined with studying for it a hindrance to some who want to achieve their goals and dreams in life. But I’m not like that; I find love as an inspiration not destruction. I want to show her that having a boyfriend while studying is not a curse. I met a who guy who definitely worth loving. He shows me not to be afraid of what I want to do and let me be myself. He supports me all throughout. He had been there when I feel so down. I studied and graduated with the same university and course with him. I keep it a secret until I graduate. We’ve been legally together for more than 3 years and know we were having a discussion about marriage. Both side would probably okay with it but I don’t think my godmother will think the same. Her decision matter to me. As of now, She don’t want me to get married. She want me to have an investment of my own before I made that decision. I know it’s good for me but I think I can still do it even when I got married but how can I say that? I’m still hoping for the best that soon the right time will come that I will be able to decide on my own. I just want to start making my own family and live with the man I truly love.