Today is a Big Day in our church!

i've been wanting to pray in the church,but there is a few churches,and it's very remote.i tried to confess my sin to God,i have too much lust and evil desire in the heart. But the priest in China is the believer of Communism,they won't keep your secret,if you really have some sin,they will peach you on Communist and government.So i never have the nerve to confess in Chinese church.China is a place that God had abandoned. I wish i can get in the heaven,i never hurt people,and i've been a kind-hearted person.Surely,i have told lies to keep me safe.because there are some words and truth i can't say,if i said,i might be in jail.I really wish God can help. When i was a child,i believe in God,But people bully and sneer at me because i was too docile and kind.So i hated the God,Why is he so cruel to the benevolent me? Years after years,i found i am wrong.i lived in the land that God had abandoned.it has to be a reason for this.God let me live to see how dark world is and let me cherish the belief to the heaven.Because the fact is too dirty and unfair,it's a test for me to be believer of God.i can't doubt God,Everyone has his(her) own position.i need to introspect the original sin in my heart. Although,there is no true and holy angel of God in China,but i still follow the will of God,I believe it's be fine if i did things beautiful and naive.I'm lost too long,the God is coming for the darkest world.who still be naive and pure in the Sodom,Who can get into the heaven. But i'm still quivering with the destiny,i feared that i will the Lot who was saved by God but still was seduced by the evil and lust of Sodom. I wish God will bless me.

Yes. some times the major bishops comes to our church on special occasions.