The Challenge Of "Fitting In" At Church

Canada
May 16, 2018 3:08am CST
Earlier tonight my friend Dee and I were talking about Gospel music. She was telling me how she loves being a part of a church community, and I mentioned how at this point in my spiritual journey, I'd rather speak with God on my own, but am always open to spiritual resources (music, writing, etc...) as God sees fit to reveal them to me. So far God has not disappointed me in what I have found. I am in a rather odd position where I prefer the music of the more conservative churches, but my religious beliefs are extemely liberal. If I could find a church with "Church Of Christ" or "Baptist" singing, bu a Liberal Presbyterian Preacher, I'd have everything I ever wanted!!!! The Church of Christ, along with other similar churches has a tradition which I love, and that is the tradition of the congregational singing. The video below is a perfect example. There is no sermon, there are no readings, just singing praise to God, with a service at a different time of day. Where I am in my spiritual journey, it would be ideal if I could find a church in my area that does exactly this, and I could leave the "preaching" for whatever God desires to lay in front of me. I'm not against good preaching. I've heard lots of it. What I am against are the humans who feel the need to give me unsolicited advice in my journey. In my family we have two denominations (Presbyerian and Mennonite) and in my husband's family two more (Mormon, and Baptist). Regardless of what people think Mormons are Christians, but that's a whole different discussion, but I digress. From finding a husband to finding Jesus, I've learned that I will find what I'm looking for if I simply relax, and not push too hard. I found the afore mentioned husband completely by accident, and we've been married for 10 happy years. As for Jesus, I always knew where he was, but I was recently able to find my own unique path to Him without help from a specific community. That being said, please enjoy this video. While their singing is strictly a capella, I am NOT averse to musical instruments. I play piano by ear, and have perfect pitch. I prefer accoustic instruments. Electronic ones hurt my head.
Full congregational singing. A few Christians gathered at the Hartford Highway Church of Christ in Dothan, Alabama for a singing during the annual New Year's...
1 response
@aureliah (24321)
• Kenya
16 May 18
God never disappoints and there are such times when one just wants to talk to their God alone
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• Canada
16 May 18
You are so right. I feel like there is too much pressure in church, that people are too busy watching each other. If I am going to talk to God, I want it to be when no human is looking. I am not ashamed (I'm posting this on the internet, afteral) I'd just rather not be interrupted, pushed, judged, etc.
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@aureliah (24321)
• Kenya
20 May 18
@danishcanadian When I'm talking to my God I prefer to do silently and secretly
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• Canada
21 May 18
@aureliah Could not agree more! Not only to speak to God privately but so as not to give the others the satisfaction of watching.
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