Reality
By dreamertink
@dfollin (25351)
United States
March 9, 2019 6:34pm CST
Some years ago I was separated from a boyfriend and then great friend due to some other people’s errors and control tactics.
For quite awhile I was trying to get in contact with him to no avail till last April. We talked on the phone a lot, neither of us had cars and we lived far apart.
Then all of the sudden I stopped hearing from him. About 2 months ago his brother called me and told me that he had gotten very sick which caused him to die I have not been able to really grieve because of the small living quarters that I am in
His brother said that when his grave marker comes in and is placed in the ground he will come take me to the cemetery, so that’s what we did today.
I was glad to be able to go there, but the reality hit me hard! Not that I did not love my husband and grateful for our 10 years we had together. And grateful for our daughter, I am angry for the time I missed with this person because of other peoples errors and control!
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
10 Mar 19
@dfollin no other way but yes... grieve and explain to your husband why you have to grieve.
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@Mavic123456 (21893)
• Thailand
11 Mar 19
@dfollin ahhh yeah sorry about that. it is okay.. just make sure you don't get depressed. cry if you have to.
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@LovingMyBabies (85289)
• Valdosta, Georgia
10 Mar 19
I am so sorry for your loss and for not having the time you wanted with him. =(
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@chrisaloys2341 (73)
• Accra, Ghana
10 Mar 19
sorry dear. sometimes what is real and true hits harder. Being truthful to yourself made things better.
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