I think my aunt's OC got into me...
By KG & digits
@ichipink (541)
Philippines
June 15, 2019 7:20am CST
When I say OC, I mean the obsessive-compulsive personality disorder. I don't usually mind when I am in a messy place. But after living with my aunt for almost a year, I think I am irritated when some people make a mess. I just realize it today, after our review program.
There was this girl who intentionally left an empty plastic bottle & a used tissue on a chair. I got irritated immediately and started cleaning up a bit while the others were crowding through the exit. In my mind, I want to show her that someone else cleaned up her mess and I hoped that she will feel embarrassed about it. Then I started overthinking everything about the people around me. I got really irritated by such a little thing.
I feel bad for myself. I'm getting stressed even if I shouldn't be. I need some meditation. Maybe you guys can give me some yoga tips (for beginners only please).
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@didinedhia (8475)
• Algeria
15 Jun 19
Relaaaaxx and take deep breaths it really helps
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@didinedhia (8475)
• Algeria
16 Jun 19
@ichipink yes i feel you ! i know!! i hope there is not next time! always try to relax and breath even right now
@ichipink (541)
• Philippines
17 Jun 19
@didinedhia
Thanks. I have been doing my best to have self-control of my anger.
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@BloggerDi (3113)
• United States
15 Jun 19
I don't know much about yoga, but the first step to healing or improving a situation is recognizing and admitting that you're out of control, (even if it's just a little bit). So good for you! You have admitted it.
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I appreciate the motivation. I'll try my best to fix myself. 
