My sweet past

Photo of me taken in the park the first time I toured in Auckland
@cacay1 (83223)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
January 18, 2020 3:31am CST
My sweet past happened the first time I visited Dennis in his home in Auckland. It was a sweet past because I visited many nice parks in Auckland, visited their downtown, their community garden for the disabled people in Auckland. Sweet moment for Dennis taught me to eat vegetables. I was not a fan of veggies in the past.i could still imagine those restaurants we used to dine and his driving me to church every Sunday having he only waited outside church for he has no religion , yet believed the existence of God. Sometimes my tears fall so suddenly and felt heart squeezed in too much thinking of my past. Those sweet memories of the yesterdays will never happen again. When mind reaches the point of remembering my past, I immediately converted it to other views to avoid the longings of my shattered love and dreams..Sorry guys to be so sentimental this time. I'm just human. Thank you so much for feeling me.
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@LadyDuck (458591)
• Switzerland
18 Jan 20
I am so sorry Erly, I know what happened and that you cannot go to visit Dennis anymore, this is really sad.
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@LadyDuck (458591)
• Switzerland
18 Jan 20
@cacay1 I hope that Dennis is taken care and he does not suffer.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@LadyDuck I also hope he's still alive. U attempted to call him many times but it seemed he barred the international calling.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@LadyDuck,thank you my friend for being so thoughtful and supportive. Actually the feeling and remembering instantly flashed to my mind and my heart felt a victim.
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@MGjhaud (23200)
• Philippines
18 Jan 20
It's okay to reminisce sometimes. It gives you hope.
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@MGjhaud (23200)
• Philippines
18 Jan 20
It's okay. Maybe God will bring you somewhere nicer than Auckland next time.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@MGjhaud oh, you're so cute my dear. Thanks for giving me hope and inspiration.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@MGjhaud, that's right girl , hope for tomorrow though no assurance to come if be back again in Auckland.
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• United States
22 Jan 20
Aw, the moment I read that he waited outside church for you was so sweet! I hope he is doing ok these days.
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• United States
22 Jan 20
@cacay1 do you have any mutual friends?
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
24 Jan 20
@infatuatedbby I have but they are not connected in the web .
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
22 Jan 20
@infatuatedbby, I no longer have the whereabouts of Dennis for three years now. U do t know if he's still alive.
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@DianneN (247099)
• United States
18 Jan 20
I'm terribly sorry, Erly. I remember how happy you were being with Dennis. Life has a way of working things out for the best. Hold on to those memories, but move on to make new ones. You look gorgeous in that photo!
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Jan 20
@DianneN , sorry self for being unlucky.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@DianneN, thanks Dianne. You're right, Dennis made me happy , inspired me, but now even his shadow cannot be reached
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@DianneN (247099)
• United States
19 Jan 20
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@just4him (306704)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
19 Jan 20
Remembering the past can also make us thankful for today. You had a good past with Dennis.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@just4him, thank you for the inspiring words my friend.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@just4him , thank you so.much.
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@just4him (306704)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
19 Jan 20
@cacay1 You're welcome.
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• Agra, India
18 Jan 20
I'm.sorry about your loss. But life goes on and you still have a lot of memories to make and adore.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@amitkokiladitya I like it my dear. I hope so hehehe. wahehe
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@amitkokiladitya, thanks my friend. I'm still hoping and hoping.
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• Agra, India
18 Jan 20
@cacay1 and one day your hopes will definitely come true.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
18 Jan 20
I know I have had the very same problem some days missing my late hubby for 17 yrs yet. have to try and think of something upbeat to not dwell on his being gone
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Jan 20
@bunnybon7 , that was so sweet my friend. Dennis was not my first love . My first love was my neighbor when I was 12 years old
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
19 Jan 20
Have you got any news about Dennis already. As far as i can remember, he has a son, right? Weren't you able to get any contact number from him when you last went there?
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@SIMPLYD (90722)
• Philippines
25 Jan 20
@cacay1 So you have his son's telephpne number. Have your tried calling him again?
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
27 Jan 20
@SIMPLYD all barred international calls.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@SIMPLYD, hi Din? I no longer have updates of Dennis for almost three years now. Yes , he has a son in Christchurch, but I have met him once only. I attempted to call him but got no reply..
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@kanuck1 (4394)
19 Jan 20
It'd good to have good memories.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Jan 20
@kanuck1, yes true my friend.
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@YrNemo (20261)
18 Jan 20
No news about Dennis these days? Oh well, at least you had had a chance to visit him & New Zealand. It is a beautiful country.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@YrNemo, so true nice country. I toured there twelve times. I truly missed Dennis and Auckland.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Jan 20
@YrNemo I have my diary my friend.
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@YrNemo (20261)
20 Jan 20
@cacay1 wow, twelve times.... I don't know how many times I was in Wellington, or how many times we just went around the North, but I have to admit, that country is a beautiful place.
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@resukill22 (25052)
• Las Pinas City, Philippines
18 Jan 20
I feel you. Btw I like your smile on that photo
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@resukill22, thanks Merry
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@resukill22 (25052)
• Las Pinas City, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@cacay1 your always welcome
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@resukill22 thanks and God blesses all.
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@Moon24 (22396)
• Serbia
19 Jan 20
I am sorry. Memories on happy moments stay allways.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@Moon24, so true and they linger always on our mind .
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
21 Jan 20
@Moon24 , and we seem like crazy.
@Moon24 (22396)
• Serbia
19 Jan 20
@cacay1 You are right.
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@Aansh13 (11251)
• New Delhi, India
18 Jan 20
This is loaded with emotions.... I can understand and have been through something similar... Stay blessed
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@Aansh13, thank you pretty lady out there. Thanks for feeling me. It's not easy to feel the misses.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@Aansh13 , thanks girl.
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@Aansh13 (11251)
• New Delhi, India
18 Jan 20
@cacay1 True that is....
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@Starkinds (32703)
• India
18 Jan 20
I can understand your feelings
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@Starkinds, thank you dear lady. Long time no hear from each other.
@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@kepweng not a first love .
@RebeccasFarm (86780)
• United States
18 Jan 20
You often speak of Dennis RIP
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@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
18 Jan 20
That is just being human, you are fine, let it out
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
18 Jan 20
@ndriaperry, thank you lady. It helps the aching heart back to its normal besting .
@thelme55 (76484)
• Germany
18 Jan 20
I am sorry. I know you miss Dennis. It is not bad to remember those sweet moments in your life but don't live in the past. LIVE NOW. Maybe you are not meant for each other. Maybe someone is for you chosen by God. Who knows. Travel and enjoy life. Don't think that you are old to find a man for your life. Age is only a number.
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@thelme55, thank you my dear . You give me hope and inspiration.
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@happylife1 (13404)
• Karachi, Pakistan
19 Jan 20
i enjoyed ever i reminded my past.........ah.........time gone....pelasure of youth..gone
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@cacay1 (83223)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
19 Jan 20
@happylife 1, so true. We can't bring back yesterday.