ENOUGH!!!

@Nevena83 (65280)
Serbia
March 15, 2020 11:42am CST
Good day friends After a long time, I did the training, I just had to leave the house because I couldn't stand the provocations of my father. It's the same every day, but my psyche can't handle it anymore. I'm tired. It's very cold here today. How are you today?
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Miss S
@Moon24 (22396)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
Do you feel better now?
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
It felt good to not be in the house for an hour, but now I feel exhausted.
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Miss S
@Moon24 (22396)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
@Nevena83 Good you spent some time on other place.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
@Moon24 Yes, I need that. Sometimes I wish to leave and never come back.
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rappeter13
@rappeter13 (8608)
• Romania
16 Mar 20
Do you have a bad relationship with your father?
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rappeter13
@rappeter13 (8608)
• Romania
16 Mar 20
@Nevena83 That is sad! You live with him?
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rappeter13
@rappeter13 (8608)
• Romania
18 Mar 20
@Nevena83 It must be very hard! Did you consider moving out?
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
17 Mar 20
@rappeter13 Yes, I live with him.
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aubrey
@averygirl72 (37860)
• Philippines
15 Mar 20
What do you mean provocations of your father?
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
@averygirl72 My father would never change, his mind became disturbed.
DianneN
@DianneN (247204)
• United States
16 Mar 20
Happy you were able to get away from him. Everything is fine here, so far.
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DianneN
@DianneN (247204)
• United States
17 Mar 20
@Nevena83 I feel awful for you.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
16 Mar 20
Thank you. I couldn't stand it and had to get out.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
17 Mar 20
@DianneN Thank you
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jaishankar
@Shivram59 (32506)
• India
16 Mar 20
@Nevena83 As I told you,it was a tiring and frustrating Monday for me.I'm working hard to rearrange things.
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jaishankar
@Shivram59 (32506)
• India
16 Mar 20
@Nevena83 We are in grief.We are still trying to accept the harsh reality.What happened has shattered us completely and we need time to recollect scattered pieces.Hope you understand.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
17 Mar 20
@Shivram59 Yes, I do. I'm here whenever you need me.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
16 Mar 20
I know and I understand. How do you feel now?
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203447)
• Nashville, Tennessee
15 Mar 20
Glad you were able to get out. Doing ok here.
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203447)
• Nashville, Tennessee
15 Mar 20
@Nevena83 Hugs to you.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
I'm tired of feeling bad, I can't stand his behavior anymore.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
@CarolDM Thank you so much
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Judy Evans
@JudyEv (329059)
• Rockingham, Australia
15 Mar 20
That's good you could get away for a while. Did you just go for a walk?
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
16 Mar 20
I went to a house my brother bought to keep his computers and I spent about an hour training there.
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Judy Evans
@JudyEv (329059)
• Rockingham, Australia
16 Mar 20
@Nevena83 That's good.
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Angie
@andriaperry (116860)
• Anniston, Alabama
15 Mar 20
Its raining and cool
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
I think we'll get some rain soon too.
Hillary Ralston
@hillhjill (23664)
• United States
15 Mar 20
I'm glad that you were able to get out of the house for awhile, we were supposed to help my mom's husband bring in a couch but the people that were going to help did show up.
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Hillary Ralston
@hillhjill (23664)
• United States
15 Mar 20
@Nevena83 I can understand that and no she's just old and can't do much.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
@hillhjill Oh, I understand.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
I had to get out because I thought I was going to explode. Is your husband's mother sick?
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G
@freelancermariagrace (27253)
• Philippines
16 Mar 20
Not okay.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
16 Mar 20
I'm sorry to hear that, but I read your post and I understand.
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@ZedSmart (19753)
• Philippines
15 Mar 20
I'll try to live things normally. Come what may for now.
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
15 Mar 20
I too try to live peacefully, but it is impossible.
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Dj
@esscuzi (87)
• Fresno, California
15 Mar 20
May I suggest taking your laptop and phone and going to a nearby library? You can hang out, study, draw, watch some you tube with headphones, learn a new skill, maybe just take some food with you. I am not sure if libraries are open to the public now, but it's worth a try. I'm sorry you're going through this. :(
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Nevena Zivkovic
@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
16 Mar 20
Thanks for the wonderful tips, but I live in the countryside, 15 km away from the first town that has a library and I would need the money to do it every day, and now because of this situation, I don't think it's possible anymore. I'm tired of feeling bad every day.