What's in my mind?

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It's been few days.. so far nothing has changed. I am grateful I am on this platform where I can be myself, I can share my thoughts and express what I feel. Social media are there, yet sometimes you post what you don't exactly feel and it's pretty normal, probably that's how it is supposed to be. Right now, I can't think of anymore to say, all I have in my mind is I am drained mentally, I want to quit my job yet I need a job to support my family. I am looking for that same feeling I had before that you are excited to come to work but now due to changes and probably pressure, I can think of quitting. I know a lot doesn't have work and I am still blessed to have one especially when this pandemic started yet sometimes we cannot avoid that feeling. We are supposed to love our jobs yes, but there are times that no matter how you try to do that, it will still come to that point that you would want to quit. I have been thinking of all the positive things I can get from this job, thinking of the motivations I have and of course, we have Bill (bill of electricity and telco), Judith (due date), and other expenses too just to keep my mind, body and even probably my spirit to still fight for this job. Hopefully I can still endure this. Still kicking though!