HELP!! I can't forget my son's dad

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I have been married for eight months now and i still cannot forget my son's dad.I am 30 years old and i have loved him ever since i was 18 years old.We have been together on and off after he left me the first time but i have never stopped loving him. I love my husband deeply but it is not the same way like i love my son's dad. his face haunts me everywhere i go. What can i do to get him out of my mind?