Plz Solve my love problem

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hi friends i got some problem, hope u guys help me to come out of it i have a friend named kiran. she is really a good and great friend n she talks so nicely simply irresistable n the most important thing is i love her alot it gone well for some time but suddenly she stoped talking to me, i dont know y n what happned? but 1 thing i can tell is no1 can tell anything badly about me becoz no1 knows our matter. i dont know y all the love for me suddenly dissapeared. i didnt get this. i tried my best to get a reply from her but no use. u know what firstly i thought love is a worst thing in the world n at that time i love myself n my behaviour but when i met her i totally changed. really i changed myself. but u know what, now i hate myself, iam in such a cheap position that i cant even forgive myself for what i done to my parents n iam not even cocentrating on my studies n i totally forgot abt my goal. n karan gone without saying a word thats making me mad y she done so. friends, i dont know iam right or wrong, but i want to be that girl again.. {not like this now always thinking madly abt, thinking thinking n thinking i cant able to stop it } changing like that girl before seems to me most difficult thing n my mind stoped listening to me its not in my control. friends please suggest me what should i do to come out of this disgusting thing n what should i do to be normal again it seems to be nothing n to u may be there is no problem , but its a big problem for me. plz suggest me thanking u for reading such a big disgusting