away from home

thinking - in solitude
Philippines
December 6, 2006 9:23pm CST
since march,my parents no longer supported me in my studies.(my father has another family other than us).it was really hard for me that time coz i can not get a part time job for i was havin my practicum that time. after i had my practicum, i decided to quit schooling for the mean time and look for a job. since my school is from another city and i live at a boarding house, it was easy for me to ran away from home.. i learned that they looked for me and my mother was so worried. they dont have any idea of my whereabouts and they blamed each other coz they took me granted. but now,after nine months they found a way to contact me..i've forgiven them and i feel guilty of my actions..but i was hurt that time..i felt like an orphan..a beggar..if not because of my friends, there would be no food and home for me during those times.. as for now, we keep in touch with other but i still don't wanna go home..im havin the time of my life..im into job after another and i still plan to continue my studies coz i only have a year to go to finish my engineering course..may God bless me...
2 responses
@maddog108 (3435)
• Australia
7 Dec 06
do what you need to suvive but try to stay studying once its over you will be fine so hang on in there
• Philippines
7 Dec 06
yeah..right i believe there's somethin ood waiting for me in the future..'m a survivor i guess..
• Philippines
7 Dec 06
yeah..right i believe there's somethin good waiting for me in the future..'m a survivor i guess..
@MGjhaud (23251)
• Philippines
7 Dec 06
wow.. that's pretty sad. =( im also away from my parents because the university im in is within the city and our house [farmhouse] is a bit far. because of this circumstances i have to rent a boarding house. we have some scenario in common like also paying for my rent. i pay my own cause i voluntarily want it. i cut the rental fee from my allowance cause my parents give much for a month allowance. they support my tuition, food and some important matter that i have to depend onto them just except the house rental. i wanted ever to be a scholar but i guess i cant availit anym,ore and anyway one year to go as well im done with this school freakin life. i am currently looking for a job, whatever job there might suit but not of course to conflict my school sched. well yes its so hard but i just cant give up my studies to work.i thought of that before maybe thousand times but i chose the school over career. besides my parents wont let me. my purpose of job for now is to have an EXTRA money so not that badly necessary. goodluck to you anyway. do good in anything you do. youll get your school life done i know. i can tell the way you state you experience and what you do now. ;) God bless. your parents by the way, will always be your parents no matter what.
• Philippines
7 Dec 06
thanks for ur response..that's ryt u shud stay in skul as long as u can.=) i agree, they are still my parents no matter what.. bein away from them made me realize that somehow i wouldn't be who i am now if it's not bcoz of them.. Godspeed !