December 9, 2006 9:20am CST
The pain inside is so deep. I try to cut the pain out. It just hurts more and more each day. It's too deep to cut out. I need to get rid of this pain. So I'll leave this world. The pain should leave then. No one understands the pain inside. This is why I must say goodbye... I must say goodbye. Goodbye to the world. Goodbye to pain.