To everyone that has responded to my discussions about my father.

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You have all been so very kind and most of everything that everyone posted (that I've read so far) makes sense and I know you are trying to help me but I just can't read it anymore...It hurts so much. I can't get past this and I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying, I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm pushing everyone away. I think I'm going to go get some help. So, I just wanted to thank everyone for everything. I am probably going to be offline for atleast a couple days and try to get my head on straight. I feel like I'm so alone in this. I feel like I'm the only one worried about him, about his memorial. And I feel like he's looking down on all of his family feeling like noone gave a damn. I'm sorry...again,thank you. I truly do appreciate everything.