do you know where you are going to?
By ailene713
@ailene713 (97)
Philippines
January 7, 2007 9:55pm CST
i am now in a weird stage of my life. there is this feeling thats been bothering me for some time now. i have a job thats keeping me with my financial needs. i have a loving family. i am blessed with good friends. but again and again, i seem to be looking for my place in this world. for the purpose in which i am created. for the little contributions that i can do. i feel that something is missing in my life. i do not know where i am going to. i do not know where to start. i feel totally messed up because i feel that i am travelling without direction. i am heading to a place which i do not know anything about, and i hate it that way, because i love to plan ahead. i feel messed up because deep in my heart, i feel that there is something better to do, but, i do not know yet what these things are. and because of all these things, i feel so sad. i feel so hopeless. i feel so lost.
2 responses
@didi13 (2926)
• Romania
16 Oct 11
There are days when I open my eyes and realize, like you, I do not know anything. As I went through years of school, life, love and I bought a big deal. Or maybe I've been taught, but none of those stored in my memory I do not use in everyday life. I quickly shake the thoughts and cling to those things mastered. I stopped and looked at me rather short. Striped shirt and pants in high heels plus the service that I remember fondly going and that is proof of my work years.
I look at my life and then "visited" a few storms and stop again, instead. I realized I knew great things, but I have missed a few details that have made ??the foundation is not so strong as I thought myself and forget that it destroyed.
But in place and a start and I know just nice and clean living will draw truth and beauty in the world. Only loving and so!
