Is it just my infatuation? Or is it love?

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Sharing Gods Way & My Composition It was March this year, I attended Pure 100% Campaign. I saw this guy who kinda look like my ex in way. He was yet so far and only my eyes can reach him. His a band member and a chapter leader. I didn't know what came to me I just fall tears. I whispered a prayer to God. I said it's been 2 years that I have not seen him and I'm still trap with yesterday. His not worth loving after what he did, but I don't have power's to dictate my feelings. Emotionally, I said Thank you I know you send this guy, coz the other is not my worth. I ask God coz were in both ends his on the stage next to the door. I ask him to cross this man's way. If you come to think of it how is he ever be needing to go all the way to my way if his just beside the door, and he has no business going all the way to the back door. I wanted to staire at that glimps of the closer look, but I didn't pay attention to it. I have a straight look at his i.d., got his name and put it on my cell. After leaving I pray one last look. We have to leave st. paul even the party has not yet ended. I didn't exactly got a chance to see how tall he is, but it was to obvious his very tall. However, I saw him by the staires before I leave the building. When I got home I immediately hook my pc, turn on my DSL open Friendster and look for his name. His there 1st degree friends access, but I got a chance to scroll it and copy his pics and read some infos before it has got to be unavailable. I was amazed he quit Law School in New York just to be a full time YFC, New Jersey Chapter Leader. His very good in soccer and every testi he got is from a well gain friend telling that he got amazing words, great sense of humor, good singer, and multi-talented guy with a good pure heart. There was one message that caught up my attention and it goes like. "Hurry Up! girls before Priesthood takes him! I never change my view that night after going through all this, being caught by 1st meet, and liking him so much. His perfect and ideal. Then I have come to realize if his that good I'm not his worth. I did not feel sad. That instance I told him in my thoughts, If you decide to serve for him, ull be able to repay his kindness and help more people. Unselfish thought, and I'm so happy that night. I've known a great guy and a secret experience, but a hope he'll come back to the Philippines and just seeing him enough. This is where I have come up this song. A God's Hello: My Own composition I saw this guy on top of all the lights. Familiar face that often hit my mind. Mark The voice when raise yesterday recalls. A guy like him I met once in b4. A long day night melts tears and smile. From far away imagining too close. I whispered god to cross his way. Unnoticed walk and stare at him. A heart beat full with giggle. Every moment I recall is joy that breaks a smile. I thank that God has way for me. Slips from flash your named hits mine. From looking at your picture I can hear your voice. I just want to be your friend and smile. Can I be now your friend?3x now I can't help my tears......i miss u, friendster! God Bless wherever you r..c",)