So Depressed!!!!

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sometimes in our lives..we really become hopeless due to so many problems that seems can't be solved. There are moments that we want to just disappear in order to escape from difficulties...sometimes we feel that it's the end of the world and that no one will be there for you...but do you agree on "God won't give us trial that we can't get over with"? i have been fighting for life for quite sometimes..i mean i've been dealing with so much problems, but no one seems to know. My friends thought of me as a strong being, that i can surpass everything that come my way. But inside me, i'm not that strong, there are times that i really wanted to give up...disappear. i can't tell them that i'm feeling this way because some of them are getting their courage from me...they look at me as their inspiration in fighting for life. It's really hard on my part...i wanted to be myself but how? i don't want to disappoint them. i really don't know how to deal with it anymore. now, the effect is no longer making any good to me...most of the time, i was sitting alone on my desk and not uttering a single word. I'm more focus on my job,so i could not think of anything at all...some of them are asking why i suddenly changed?...and i can't answer them...i don't think its healthy..but what am i suppose to do????? please enlighten me with this. Thank you.