I wonder what Holden will say to me
February 18, 2007 11:33am CST
Since a couple of days back, I've been feeling like reading The Catcher In The Rye again after many years from the first time I read it. But, I'm hesitating to do it . I'm afraid I'm a different person from the teenager who a couple of years ago share the views of Holden Cauldfield and dreamed about becoming the catcher in the rye field where every children are playing happily and innocently. The dream still fascinates me and touches my heart, but I no longer believe in that dream. I've become accepting the phonies of the world as reality instead of rejecting them. I've become learning how to change myself instead of attempting to change the world. I wonder what Holden will say to me if I turn over the pages of the book again. I wanna reread it , but I'm still hesitating.