Would you rather be stupid or tell what you feel.. Read this... and react!!!!
February 23, 2007 8:21pm CST
Read this story if its you or not... Me its not me.... Well pls respond your responds to this story... THIS STORY IS S MUST READ STORY!!!! Good luck dont let your eyes be gloomy... and watery... What can I say about a girl that I loved since I was ten... That I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the ways she cries over some sad silly late night show.. She was my bestfriend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she's pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for ym bestfriend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to neighboring state at transfer because his father got promoted. And Iso I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It stopped in front of the house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when came out the loveliest girl I've ever seen. She was four years old that time but then even at early age she was a beauty. She had long curly hari, which reached almost to her waist. She had fair complexion and eyes which could make a man lose his heart into them. I continued to watch her when suddenly she looked up and saw me watchin them in the tree house window. I was about to duck when she smiled and waved her hand. I wave back and then watched in amazement as I saw her running towards the tree house. So I went to the edge of the ladder and said, "Would you like to come up?" she answered, "May I?" So I help her climb up and when she reach the top she turned to me and said "My name is Sam, what's yours?" I answered "My name is Christopher but then you can call me Chris." She smiled and said, "Well I like you name. Hey your tree house is neat!" then I replied "Thanks! Troy and I made this. This used to be our hide out. We used to goof around, and play ball and go biking together. He was my bestfriend and I kind of miss him you know. She smiled and said "I'm here now, we could do things you do with Troy and I could be your best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now how does sound to you?" I smiled and said, "it's a deal then!" So that's how it started. So we becamse bestfriends and it was kind of strange at first for she was a girl and there are things which I was little bit hesitant to indulge her like catching frogs, swimming in the lake and climbing trees, but then she tried and did everything just to please me. There was even time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race we had and I was the one who bandage her scraped knee. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor when we were playing baseball and it was I who talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damage, which meant having to loose a week's allowance. I remembered the time when I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten because Sam was near to tears when she saw the helpless kitten trapped in the branch. I even fought with the tough guys when they teased Sam and made her cry and I ended up having a black eye and bruised cheek. I remember Sam crying as she placed an ice bag over the damage eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave her every little hearts desires. The Lake was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swim routine. We would pack for food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit together and tell each other's dreams. She dreams of being a Ballerian and She knows my dream of becoming a doctor. She never laughs at my dream and pursuits even if they were quite impossible. It made me like her even more. As the years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her slowly changing. Somehow, I thought it was a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night, dreaming of her and having the feelings of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something different, something that made me feel strange, but then it was exhilarating feelings. It made me feel so alive. Whenever our hand touch, I could fell the tingling sensation in my spine. Once when we were at the lake having our Saturday swim routine and as I carried her towards the water edge, I had the feeling of not wanting to let go. I just wanted that moment to continue hoping it would never end. I then realized I was slowly falling in love with my best friend. Many times I tried to deny the feeling for I was scared to imagine what woul;d happen if ever I'd try to tell her how I feel about her. I was scared because she might think that I'm taking advantage of her and our friendship. I was afraid of losing her so I just kept my feelings hidden. We reached the age of fifteen and I noticed that Sam grew lovelier each day. How my heart aches whereever I see boys glance her way. I want to punch their noses as I watch them talking to her giving compliments, flowers and chocolates. There were times when I watch her at distance with mixed feeling of anger and hurt! Because it hurts so much to know that there were so many things I wanted to tell her but I could not do so. There were so many presents which I long to give her but then I could not for she might see me only as a friend. I was also scared of letting her know how I feel about her as much as losing her. Then one day, I just learned from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. AT first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the baskerball team to which Mark was the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot that afternoon, I watched her heart slowly breaking into pieces. I saw her wave at me but I just pretended not see her for I was scared of seeing her with another guy. Those days followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart aches when I see her walk by me with her side. Everytime we meet in hallways and I see him around her, there's a feeling inside me that makes me want to grab her away from him. How its hurts to see a girl I long posses was now owned by someone else. The special smile I long for her to cast on me was now casted on him. As she passes by me she doesnt know that I whisper the words "God knows how I love you." Then one faithful day they broke up. She came too me that evening crying on my shoulder. They had a big fight and it ended up with their break up. I was happy nad feeling sad for her. I was happy because she was free and maybe I would have the chance of telling her my true feelings for her but then I was feeling so bed becuase she is crying her heart just for him. AT that time, I was no quite sure of what I wante to do. So we found ourselves doing what we did in the old days with our Saturday swim routine, spending time in the tree huse. We still enjoyed doing childish pranks for we still both are young at heart. So many chances for me to confess her my feelings but I still couldn't bring myself to her for I was scared of losing her once more. I once lost her, now I oucld not bear of losing her again by telling her, "I love her". So I just kept my feeling even if it was bursting to expressed from my aching heart. Its was a weel from our JS Prom, we were seated at the branch of an oak tree dying ourselves after our afternoon swim then she said " I was wondering Chris if would like to be my partner?" it just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happen. it took me awhile to answer her, "I thought there are so many boys who would die for you to be their partner?" So she turned away and quietly said " Well I just thought I would like to spend that night with my bestfriend". Then she continued in a whisper I could barely here, "Dont you want to die just them to be my partner?" I was stunned to speak for came close for me to bluirt my feelings on her. We... we're silent for a while until I finally whispered, " I would be happy to be your partner Sam. "The she smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly contain the joy that I felt that time. I saw her turned red and bowed her head. Suddenly she stood up and run towards the water saying, "Last one to reach the water treats to sundae fudge!" I ran slowed up so that I would lose which meant having to have her with me for another three hours or more. Our prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured almost the entire bottle of perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Sam's mother greted me and I went to sit in the living room waiting for to come down. I was talking to her father when I heard er say "How do I look?" I look up and saw her lovelier that ever in a strapless white dress with her her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and opened my mouth but found out I could not find my voice. Then I got her hand shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist and whispered " To the loveliest girl in the world" She then asked " Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled and I smiled back then I turned to open the door for her. When we arrived at the gymnasium we hardly recognized our classmates. Gone were the jeans and T-shirts. They were replaced by tuxedos and gowns. Then I help our her hand bowed and said, "Would you give me the honoe of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor. It was like a dream coming true, a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with only girl I ever l