being numb

Philippines
February 26, 2007 5:53am CST
once in my life i have been numb, selfless, always giving to someone who doesn't deserve all the sacrifices i have made. I have been stupid enough to give him all i have, my love, my trust, my "body". It makes sense now why parents don't like there daughters to have a boyfriend in an early age...well they're right. I am now 20 and i'm pregnant. I thought everything would be okay but then i forgot some good things are never meant to last. I have found out that he is still having an affair with his ex-gf while. I waited everynight for him to go home early, accepted his insults and treatment but then it wasnt enough.Girls be careful with love for you'll never know what to expect, being so nice and sweet but then at the end you'll end up crying. What i mean is if love learn to love yourself first, don't be fool enough to give it all to the guy. learn to be strong , learn not to cry.
1 response
• Philippines
27 Feb 07
yes and remember also.one he has a mistake.forgive him..but twice there's no more..you are a pretty girl.and theres so many guys admire you.