Heartbreak

My oldest son broke my heart recently. I am still so sad and no where near over it. If you think a romantic heartbreak is bad, its' nothing compared to the heartbreak you can get from your own children. My son and I are on good terms, but he has made some choices that are spiraling his life in the wrong dorection. I hope he comes around.

The last time I got heartbroken was a few months ago by a guy who was a cheater and a liar. I stayed with him for more than a year but then again, patience wears off after a time. I realized he doesn't deserve me and that he wouldn't change. I grew tired of waiting for him and of waiting for things between us to get better.

It was in the sumer of 2003. I felt physically pain. My body missed him too. I had never felt that before. I thought of him too often. Always. Few months later I made a relationship with another man, but it was only a way to try to forget him. I only used this second man for forgetting... I know it is not a kind act, but this second man feelings were not serious, so 1:1. It was only to fill out the time. Then in the end of 2004 I met the a very kind man. He was good looking, and a little strange. He liked me I knew, and I like him more and more, after a while the feeling toward him became stronger than toward the man who broke my heart. And we live happily till we die :))) So for me it took 1 year and about 5 months

when on 10 feb 2007 my gf get married to somebody else just for the sake of her parents believe me she did it i dont know how could she