Psychological Pregnancy

Oh honey, how awful for you! I truly hope you get the outcome you would wish for, or feel happy when you know either way. Soemtimes just because we efeel it would be irresponsible makes it more attractive somehow. I thought I was pregnant last spring although I knew I shouldn't be, I was just a bit desperate but I wasn't. I don't have periods and had a marina coil at the time aswell. Eventually the feelings subsided and I was quite sad but I know that with special needs kids it seems that we really have enough to keep us occupied. I now have one of those sticks in my arm but often think I'd love to have another baby, preferably a little girl but we don't have the room and I struggle to keep up with everything some days now, so it's really not a good idea for me.

Sometimes trying too hard can work against you. There are some textbook cases of this so it isn't unheard of. I don't know all the details about your circumstances so I can't say one way or the other if it's a good idea or not but (aas corny as it sounds) whatever is meant to be will be :]