I am lost without You,GOD!

@lena2000 (2392)
Belgium
March 23, 2007 2:19am CST
I am having a so-so day and I started to listen to music. And I came to the song "Breath". And do you want to know something during these times of loneliness and struggles I find myself so focused on my wife and the problems that we are having that I do get lost from God. This has been the hardest fews years of a bad life. And yet I find myself thankful for so much and yet I sometimes forget about it. I am glad that Jesus choose me. I am glad I am healthy again. I am glad I made peace with my own family and most of all that I made peace with my father(it only happened after he died though). I am glad I was allowed to marry my wife. I am glad for my kids even if I don't get to see them very often. I am glad for this web site and others like it. And I thank God everyday that He has put so many wonderful christians in my life. I often think I don't really have any friends and then I sign on and know that I really do. We are all hurting and we are all looking for the blessings and happiness that God has promised everyone of us before the foundation of the world. Yet without the struggles and pain we would have never came to this place. I hurt and yet I am so filled with love when I come here. I know that I am not alone and that there is always someone who understands my pain. So when I lose God all I have to do is come here because He is waiting on me no matter how bad I meesed up. Praise God that He loves us so much to put us together to help one another and praise God that He will heal our pain maybe not in the way we want but in the way we need to be healed. God bless all of you and keep coming back and you will never lose God either.
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@Rozie37 (15508)
• Turkmenistan
23 Mar 07
In everything give thanks. Apparently, you have heard that before and it is good that you know to do it. When I first started walking with the Lord, ten years ago, I would go to church and really be on fire for him on Sunday and then the reat of the week I would go back to my old self. One day I prayed that the Lord would not allow me to forget him during the week. Now I subscribe to daily devotionals on the internet, I fall asleep to gospel music every night. I say prayers of thank you all day long. A lot of people use his name in vain all day long, but now when I use his name, I am actually talking to him. For instance, when a person says, "oh God" or oh Jesus, help me." I do those things now, but when I do I am really speaking to him. There are many times that we get so wrapped up in the things of life that we forget that God is there for us and that is why we need little reminders. I say, it has to be the devil who blinds us, how else could you ever forget the one that created you?
• United States
23 Mar 07
God bless you and your wife. You know you are never lost, because God is always their to catch you, or dry your tears, or ease the ache and lonliness. All you have to do is seek Him. I have always found that listening to hymns/Christian music, draws me closer to God. Sometimes, I just start singing or humming it and instantly I feel more at peace. You sound like God has really blessed you in many ways. I know how it is to live a hard life and sometimes it is a struggle to remember to count our blessings. Just keep turning to God and praying. He is the way, the truth, and the light. Hugs and prayers being sent your way.