How you celebrate your birthday,With friends or family?

I used to think that somebody should celebrate my birthday and me myself. The birthday is a joy for the loved ones arround you and can't be any joy for you yourself is it not? I some times think that one of precious year of life has ended and I have reached my end of life closer by 365 days. I join the celebration my family arranges but I go very unhappy inside my heart that live-match is to end soon. All the best from oarnamav.