what would you feel if you were in my shoe.... i got depressed......

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my mother died 2 years ago because of cancer, and after 3 months my father got a girlfriend. my sister and i doesn't like his girlfriend because she's so lazy at home, whereas my mother was a mother figure when she was still alive. it's been 2 years now since the death of mama, and last night my father asked me to write something that he needs to submit in his office. and what i saw put me to tears - under the spouse's name was the name of his girlfriend. i don't know if they got married without us knowing it, but i treally tore my heart seeing another name on that box which is supposedly my mom's box. i don't know, i really feel so depressed. i feel betrayed by my own father, and i miss my mom more.... is it just natural or am i holding back too much???