fun preparing for an you love or fun participating in it?

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in fact this has been one nerve actions that when it comes to preparing for an occasion such as festivals, parties etc. i don't easily sleep, i have often dreamt of it seeing one week to be a thousand of years to come. so happy and very active in preparing for it. buying new clothes, gifts for friends, cleaning all that are supposed to be, and a lot others. well, during the occasion i often feel it's over after excuting most of my duties. when it's over i feel so sad and sometimes may not even evaluatee my success and failures. give me your views and opinions.