do you ever think back to yoru first real love?

My aunt who passed away recently told me if you ever truley loved somebody that love never goes awaay. It changes and of course we thin of everyone we loved in our lives no matter who they are. Should be feel guilty no. Its all apart of helping ourself grow. If we block someone out or something out how are we supposed to grow from each experience?

As far as i can remember, i had my first true love when i was just 13 years old. He was the brother of my cousins husband. he was two years older than me. it may be a puppy love but i can really tell that i was inlove with him. We became close friends and when i was 15 we became a couple. We were very happy back then but i know that my parent wont approved because we were too young. Because of the pressure, i needed to break up with him, a six monthsrelationship. The good thing was, we were still friends and even still go out. When we were in college, the communication was still there and we do date but it was different. It seems that i was the only one very much inlove with him. When he finished college, things changed we never had communication and just heard that he has a lot of girlfriends. It took me six years to forget him but still the feelings was there. Im now 25 and hes 27 and then i heard from my cousin that he will be getting married this june. honestly, i felt sad and as well happy and i dont know why but thank god im very much happy right now with my present boyfriend. Just remembering that past, im still happy because i know that i am capable to love and be loved.

I think about my frist every now and then but it is only because his mom emails me to check on me every now and then.