Have you ever been Fascinated with LOVE

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There was this inner feelings I always felt for my first love in highschool. I dont know what it is but when I look back how we were lovers in the past(I am talking 20 years ago), he was always fascinated with ME...I guess it is the sweetness and innocence in me that he LOVES.We never had a deeper relationship and was just together for barely a year.Then before graduation we splitted. He followed me to the school I attended in college and took up NURSING course too thinking we get back together. In the end we never got back with each other.We graduated, had our own jobs and went abroad only once have I seen him. Today, I still have him in my dreams. Unconsciously he appears as if we are family...Am I considered a late BLOOMER FASCINATED with HIM...or just the what IFS SYNDROME of interrupted relationship...I wonder What if REALLY???