911/Wars and the doors being opened beyond the main media

I remember the morning watching the towers fall, the Pentagon, smoke destruction as if I was in a dream, then being locked to tv watching Afghanistan, then Iraq the pictures were gone of planes and buildings no more on tv then I finally got DSL hook up which allowed video downloads and on the information highway them same pictures and hidden agenda that was a blur of the past, WOW now I know why the media which is owned by just 3 quickly left them in the past because we might take a second look which is what millions have done including, Pilots, Vets, Scholars, Fireman, Officers, with pure facts that can't be disputed although tried with fairy tales like planes liquifying into brick walls which Popular Mechanics actually wrote. Am I alone that I feel the Matrix was made for us too, like other fictions in the past and now are everyday facts?