its time to be a big girl  

When i was baby girl i mean a childish one girl. I never experience a spank thing i mean someone's gonna hurt you in physical bacause if i have a fault my parents usually give me some advice and not to do it again they just give me some word. And i used to be a daddy's girl everything i want, everything i need i had it. If someone's gonna tease me or hurt me i used to call my brother or my dad. I never stand on my own i have to depend with others. There was a time that we had our camping i was so afraid coz it was my first time that i was separated with my parents i was scared coz perhaps maybe someones gonna hurt me or my some foolishness if you ever think of it i can handle this but i cant coz i depend with my parents. When im i college i never enrolled with my own i mean to pay or to get some sked for my subject my sister used to it she always there just to get some sked of mine. That's why i never learned something. And i always scared if i play in the stage and i dreamed to be a cheerleader. but im scared coz maybe someone's gonna tease and scared that i cant do it. But that feelings of mine i never thought that i became a cheerleader that was owesome then all of my friends are very proud coz i done this and all of my dreams i already fullfill to became a writer in school i was a news writer, a dancer, a photographer and i work all myself. i already bacome an independent girl. Expecially when the man of my dreams came into my life he teach me how to become strong how to be a big girl and big girls dont cry. And all of my friends teach me to become a fighter. I just realize that there alot of things that we have to face with our own.