What do you I do?  | |  When days become nights and nights turn into days.?
When flames burst into your brain and turn your head into a blast furnace?
When you walk ahead and then you realise that you never made a single step?
When you want to cry and then you realise that you had run short of tears?
When you jump your shoulders held high responding to a dance only to find the music switched off?
When you go to make up your hair and then you realise it is all grey?
When you congrdulate somebody and then she beats you up?
When you turn to painting mountains instead of falling in love.
JUst because mountains would give you water,tourist who come there for mountain climbing would earn the country revenue,it will give comfort during your holidays,cherish you with rain and firewood.
But if you fall in love with someone you give everything and expect nothing in return,just like being given a loan and then defaulting to pay it.
Why is it that you can have feelings for someone who does not care for you at all in all cases and circumstances?
Why is it that most people end up im impossible love just like building a mountain on top of a hill?
Why is it that people respond sharply when they are told that they are loved?
Should they be hated instead or maybe they are more comfortable when they are lonely?
Then why is it that people take such risks and end up having their love bank account declared bankrupt?
I need your answers please because I am determined to stay here for not a definate period.
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| | | | | | | | 1.  Heavensent53 (2615) | 3 years ago |  Hi mwashu, So many questions, I am sorry if you are going through this! I, of course am not an expert, but I have lived life, and acquired a little wisdom. And in general I will try to tell you MY view and opinion and try to give you (a little) comfort.
Sometimes it is difficult to know why we suffer, but know that your suffering is for a purpose. Everything in life happens for a reason (even the bad things). It is the "life steps" that we must take to learn. If you have given someone your heart and they cannot give theirs in return, it shows that you are capable of giving the love, feeling the stabbing pain of opening up your total self to someone, which is good! And is the dream of most people to find someone like you!
When people say they cannot return your love, don't give up! It is part of life for them too, in their life path, they simply are not ready to accept someones love. It is THEIR problem, not yours. Yes you are hurt and yes, you feel as though YOU WILL NEVER PUT YOUR HEART AND SOUL out there again. But later you will find that special someone, and you will barely remember what hurt you to begin with. (THIS I promise!)
When you DO find that special someone, all the "stepping stones" of life and love hurts in your life will be worth it, because you will truly have what is meant to be.
I was young once, even at 31 I was terribly hurt by a relationship. I know the feeling of not ever wanting to bare my soul to anyone again! But I did:)
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| | 2.  azumarisan (300) | 3 years ago |  You say "i am determined to stay here for not a definate period" do you mean on My Lot or in life? If you are suicidal you should get help, talk to a doctor or a close friend. Your post sounds very depressed. Please do not harm yourself. Please go to your doctor and talk about it. There are many medications that can help you!
Sometimes life isn't fair, and bad things happen for what we think is no reason, but it is life, good or bad, and we have to get over it and move on. Good things are around the corner and you have to take the good with the bad.
I wish you well.
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 mwashu360 (120) | 3 years ago | Thank you very much;I meant on mylot.
Besides I am okay now and this is not the first time that I am depressed;in fact that was a minor one and it could not vanquish me.
I am happy when I suffer because I know that is a milestone since that is the time I Move closer to God.
God gives me all the happiness,once I am stressed I just pray and everything is sorted out. | |
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