Do mothers understand and feel what their daughters are feeling?

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How can one exactly overcome a feeling that craves for ... I don't know! Sometimes, the person whom you expect to support you in all things, encourage you to become better, sympathize with your pain, and, most of all, give you hope that will always inspire you to surpass anything that will hinder you from reaching your goals is the person who is the exact opposite. What pains me is that this person is my MOTHER; the one whom I look up to and the one whom I can depend on in everything. Hahaha One night, I cried my soul out but nobody can hear me because I never uttered a sound. My eyes became puffy when I woke up in the morning. I already stopped crying but the pain is still hanging around like air, blowing almost all my reasons for doing my best away and filling my heart with remorse and regret. I never knew such pain could exist. Worse above all those dramas I've had before. Hahaha_1 And now I'm mending all these crap with bitter care so I can continue what I have to do in life. I'm bitter. Angry with myself for failing!!! What can be much worse? Looking into the eyes of the person who used to look at you with assurance and hope. Eyes which only now reflected disappointment. Life can be cruel sometimes. Or maybe I made it cruel for me. Whichever, I don't really care... It doesn't matter if life becomes cruel to me anymore as long as life treats everyone I care about right. Nothing can ever make me any more pleased and contented than seeing everyone I love looking at me with such gratitude, happiness and pride. I just hope dreams aren't meant for sleeping. ö