I think that a lot of people have become desensitized by such easy access to adult material, yes. I've seen quite a lot of it in my life, and sometimes find it erotic and other times find it dull and been there, done that. The fantasies that I create for myself are much more realistic than alot of what I've seen in film. They are always centered around someone I know, someone I want to be with. They also are pretty centered around my BOB, of course, as you might imagine. As I said in another discussion, BOB has more than one name, one I use more than any other, which I won't name here, but I like to nestle BOB, (whoever he is at the moment) in that warm diamond spot, and pretend that he is my lover in the flesh, and there has been some true steam involved in those fantasies, to be sure. If I could go into more intimate detail, I would, but I think I might save that for another time and place. You don't mind, do you? Of course you don't. And I think I hear Bob calling my name, oh, which name am I using today for myself? Hmmm, which alter ego is prevailing? Maybe Ruby, she's the worst of them, therefore the best. Yes, Ruby and ----, the sculpture garden, just after dark, a warm and starry night, park's closed for the season, but we're there, snuck in, and we have a blanket, some wine, and there's nothing else we need. We lay under a beautiful sculpture, and begin our explorations, slowly, at first, then with more urgency, the clothes start getting tugged at, pulled at, oh yes, get that off, please, come here. to be continued.....
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