Trust

Hi there strawpurple. Are you afraid that the people you love will o longer trust you? Your post seems to be a little vague but I am going to tell you something that could help you. Thinking about what you have posted here, I know you are a loving and a giving person. You always want to please the persons who are dear to you. I am just trying to analyse things here. Maybe you are unhappy because you already forgot about yourself. Sometimes we have to forget about everything else and think about ourselves. We need to know what we also need in life. We should not be selfish to ourselves. Why? Because in order for us to make others happy we also have to make ourselves happy. In order for us to love others, we have to ourselves first. It is not a bad thing to please our love ones but we should know how to put limits to it. Are you talking about your mother here aside from your boyfriend? You know, life is full of responsibilities and I know it is not easy to follow those responsibilities. But we have to be strong in order to survive. I know it is sometimes depressing because you cannot do anything about your situation, but life is like that. Life is like a game, you have to play well or you will lose. Life may be unfair but there are a lot of great things in life that we should appreciate. I hope you will be ok. Be strong. Be happy. :0)