Get rid off the relationship..How did you say "We're Over!"?

What if you're stuck in a position of lying about what you truly feel in order to save face and to have the painful responsibility to just not let things get worst than they already are. What if the truth tells you that you just cant live your life pretending that nothing happened, when all the while there's nothing you want more than to shout your aching heart out till the last breath. What if it bothers you so much it kills you to just remember it... What if you can forgive but can't forget... When is enough really enough. You see, forgiveness is an overstatement. it commends us to being the nice person that we ought to be as faith and religion taught us. But what seperates us between forgiveness and pity lies on a very thin line that sometimes its even hard to imagine where it ends and where it will begin. Yes, there is a fine line. And the problem is, its often misleading. Pity is sometimes easier to accept... easier to grant, especially on someone who has hurt you beyond comprehension. It is easier to hang on to the hate and evade the thought of forgiveness because this is what makes us on top of situations. This is what makes us think that we are strong... eventhough in the back of our head we know very well that we are wrong beyond belief... 'Anger damages the vessel more than the one it is being poured upon...' Why is it so damn true... Why are we so damn narrow minded... I guess the pity is on me, for not wanting to learn how to forgive... All the pain broke me and what can anyone do to save me... This is what i've learned and what I now came to believe... That forgiveness is an overstatement, and pity is almost always easier to grant.