I bought a House I no longer can pay!

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Hi, I bought a house 6 or 7 years back. Bought it with my parents, but I am the head owner. Problem is, at that time I had a good job. Pay was very well. So, I liked being able to help buy the house, cause my parents would never be able to get one by themselves. My parents helped me with my children growing up. And I am very great full. They were better for my kids then for me, what I was very happy about. Then I lost my job, because the Nivea Beijerdorf, left Holland. Great, know I have no job. So I was asked to stay 3 months in Berlin to help teach the Nivea BDF, there to work with two of our best machines from Holland. Did that and was asked to stay in Berlin. Great chance for me, because I would never get a good job again in Holland as I am over 40 and a women. To make a long story short. My father, told me it was better to go to Berlin. So I would still have a good income. I talked with my children , they are adults now. And everything seemed great. 6 months in Berlin, my back breaks down on me and I can no longer work. I cannot pay the house in Holland anymore. My dad got angry on the phone. What can I do? If this goes on, I will have no electricity, already we don't have enough to eat every day. Dad wants me come back to Holland and live in the house with them. But, I am 42, I love it here. The people here are more like me. Coming from Canada, I have never felt at home in Holland. I finally found a good man. He is doing his best to help me too. Am I being selfish staying here. Am I being selfish asking them to sell the house? When can i live life for me? Take care, Margajoe