Just today... what did you realize??

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I've just watched a stage play tonight, and I've just realized how life seems to be so bright and colorful. I have enough reasons to be happy but I haven't noticed that before. Maybe because I was very busy nursing a wounded heart that for a while I've forgotten how to enjoy my life. I was damn busy pretending that everything is alright, until such time that I almost believe it. But it didn't get me too far, reality sinks in, I'm broken. So I acknowledge the truth and hope that one day, I'll be able to feel that I'm already healed. And you know what, I can't say I'm into that stage already but I know I have came out of the dark. I've realized just how lucky I am to be surrounded by wonderful people. People who stays with me all along, even if I'm not asking them to. My family, my friends, my relatives and those people I've just met here. I've learned that God wants you to have something at the right time. I don't know what's stored for me. But a fact prevails, he took away things because it's not meant to be, maybe as of the moment or maybe forever. But one day I know, I'll be able to say "THAT IS WHY IT NEVER WORKED OUT WITH ANYBODY ELSE!!" Sounds like a cliche, but I'm thankful for all the heartaches and tears because I've known how to really love a person unconditionally. I know I've just had to forget that part though, and just remember our good memories together. Because I've just realized after healing all the pain, one thing will remain...LOVE...maybe not for the same person anymore, but it will always be lurking in our hearts... waiting for the perfect moment and person.