i am poorer than poor! *sob*
By kayedanda
@kayedanda (1850)
Philippines
August 28, 2008 9:36am CST
i haven't got a cent on my name right now, the cash ran out today, and what's worse my salary did not come as i expected. oh dear! it's one of those days when nothing seems to go right. i hate being in this situation. it's like i'm powerless to do anything. not that having money enables me to do everything i want, but it's..i don't know. the knowledge that i have money saved somewhere does not make me feel helpless. it's doubly bad because i'm the type of person who dies of shame when i am forced to ask help from my mom. dang. i hate today. i wish tomorrow would come fast, and that tomorrow will hold something better for me.
have you had days like these? i mean it doesn't have to be the same same situation (having no money), but days when you feel that nothing seems to go right? that none of your expectations were met? what did you do during those days? i need insight. i need advice. i feel so low right now. i know money isn't everything and i have lots of other things to be thankful about, but when you have people who depend on you, you'd understand how i am feeling right now. *sigh*
3 responses
@pehpot (4762)
• Philippines
29 Aug 08
yes I do but what is sadder on my part is my mom also in a way depends on me and same with my husband's mom. There was a time when cash is low and every one I know is having a hard time and I am due to Chico I though of migrating to another country. They say that when you live or migrate to another country it is almost the same as you living in here, because although you earn in dollars (for example) you also spend in dollars, but then I was thinking that at least people who depend on us here, spend still in our currency. Those days were really low. at least you have your mom to go to. and it is true that when you know some one is depending on you, like the kids it is harder. Me and husband used to talk about our carefree days and days where we only have coins in our pocket (coins that only a stick of smoke can afford) and those days that you can survive a day with just pancit canton and some smoke and chat. you know what I mean.. you can survive those days and not think of anything. but now with kids, when you are running out of cash, it seems like the world is about to collapse
@SydneyHazelton (4586)
• Singapore
28 Aug 08
I'm terribly sorry for your plight and I hope the days ahead will be better for you. I'm feeling low too but for other reasons. I try to go for a walk with my daughter, just getout of the house for awhile to clear my head.
