Do you secretly envy your friend?

I am not sure if its envy but i wish i was more like my best friend. She just has this way of making friends and most people like her and i wish i was more like that. I try to be as open as she is but it never works out the same. I do envy that she has a husband and i do not. There are times i really hate being single then she starts talking about her in-laws and am glad i dont have a husband. LOL

I know I have to be thankful for all the blessings I have received because honestly, I am blessed with so many things. When I see some of my friends and where they are now, I do feel a bit envious of their stature in life. I'm envious to see my friends being able to go out whenever they want to, travel too or have so many free time on their hand whereas, on my part, am too busy or am trying to save for something else. Weird huh? LOL!

I don't secretly envy my friend but I think she envies me. I have a good realationship with my hubby and she doesn't with hers. Every time I try to say something about my husband she makes some kind of rude comment or just wants to get off the phone. It's been like that for a while now. I don't know for sure that she envies my realtionship with my husband but she sure acts like it.