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I just checked your profile and it says you are 23 years old.

You chose to have two children that you say you can't support,so why do you think our tax dollars should do it for you?

The military pays taxes too, and they probably feel the same way about feeding your children as you do about their benefits.

I can blame the government for being idiots and wanting to go feed other countries, when their own country is starving and suffering....and maybe you should take your head out of your @ss and regroup. I have tons of friends that are marine's, in the navy, and army....I even tell them that they are idiots for going away, what if they get killed for stupid crap...no one should be there and I feel awful for what they are putting their family and friends though....All they care about is shotting people, you all think its a game? What's wrong with you!? Oh duh its because of the money...DUH! So no YOURE wrong I never chose to have two daughter...I was forced!!! And I kept the second pregnancy no matter how much i didn't want the baby, it wasn't her fault that I was forced.....I love her now and she is beautiful and I'm glad I have her....But she is also disabled and I hate the life she is going to have because I know there are @ssholes out their who are going to make her feel worthless, and the government is going to make her life horrible....and you are either a liar or the gov is stiffing you....my friend and exboyfriend gets all kinds of free crap from the government, discounts on loans and cars, free college, medical expenses, soooo don't even think for a second that I don't know what I'm talking about....My grandfather served in WW2 and my great grandfather in WW1 I know the benefits and its horrible to pay someone off just so they can go shot someone or to even lose their life.....And then your dead and then what...? HUH President Bush sits in his chair and added the amount back to his check book! and goes back to bed! Its impossible to live off of 600 dollars a month...who ever decides the amount is an idiot and I'd like to see them live off of that.....no no they all get to sit in their nice comfy chairs and watch us beg and watch us pop zoloft all day and then wham! Oh we decided you have to pay for medical.

How many people are getting SSI for mood swings, and high blood pressure....jesus christ.....How many people are out there that are disabled and still work their @ss's off because I can't servive on the money they get....How many people go to work and get treated like Sh*t by their employers when they can't do their job because of their disability and they say well if you can't do it why did you fill out the app...now because you have wasted our time I gotta go see if I can't hire someone that can do it....

Do you know how many times I have tried to get a job and they tell me flat out no because i would be an insurance liability, do you know what its like to apply for a job somewhere for over six years at a movie store and wonder why they won't hire you.....but holy Sh*t if your in the army they want that because you guys are someone....first on the food chain...so get out your spoon!

And no I won't get used to it...I'm not the only person out there that wants something done...Something will get done, I will get somewhere and make other peoples lives better...All disabled people should get the same amount....one person...and then more for people with kids....there is NO REASON ARMY people can't live like us....get sh*tty apartments, eat generic food, not go out to eat or to see a movie, not go on vacation, to have f*cking mice run around your feet because the mouse trap is too cheap to work right....go to salvation army to get clothes and the clothes there are still too much!

And yes there is tons of people using the system...thats whats killing us too...Especially the mexicans in tx, B*tching and selling their food stamps for money to get drugs, or to send to their boyfriends in jail so they can have ciggarettes....There's alot of losers everywhere...and I think the government needs to get strict and make the requirements high so that people like my x-sister in law aren't sitting on their fat @ss's all day, writing to people in jail and not sending their kids to school, going clubbin, and sellin drugs....i turned her in so many times and all public aid says is well we'll look into it. I have never been to a more needy state then tx...and I'm talking about Pharr, and McAllen the border of tx and mexico.....ugh those people kill me (only if their not dead from the drugs first) ugh!

I am happy to hear that my neighbor got her unemployment tooken away...when your on unemployment you have to go look for jobs, but she was putting in fake jobs thinking that they weren't going to check...hahaha she got caught GOOD JOB! Thank god someones doing their job right....

Like I said yes I am angry about all of this but its not right to treat someone like a dog with mange when they are just flat out disabled...I wanna have a job, I wanna be able to play more with my kids, I wanna be able to walk on the beach, I wanna be able to feel my feet and not have to wear AFO's. I don't want to be in a wheelchair....I want to not get dirty looks from employees at the food pantry or from public aid....I have never had harder time than with government people, trying to get help....If they would offer me a job working at SSi answering phones or even mailling stuff I'd take it in a heart beat. If there was a job I could do I'd take it so that I could provide better for my kids....i don't even care about myself....I don't wear makeup...I don't buy clothes unless they are absolutely to the point of falling apart, I don't "treat" myself to anything...no snacks, or things to make me feel good about myself, I only gt for my kids and I don't barely get them toys, just mostly things they NEED....i live a NEEDS life and not WANTS.

Supper is usually pot pies, spagetti, soup, sandwhichs like today I made ham sandwhichs and fried potatoes and onions....and banquet meals....I would love to make something nice like ribs, or pot roast, or pulled pork...but its too expensive. tacos is cheap and can be left overs, I don't know...thats about it...

I'm trying all I can to make 600 work, I just don't see how to make it work when they get older and need more and eat more...I'll have to move in with my parents or sisters or something...sell my @ss(totally joking) ugh.

Anyways i'm not going to let this bother me anymore tonight so I'm gonna go to bed....good night.

P.S. I don't know what state you live in, but all states have agencies that help disabled people to find work. Here in NY the agency is VESID. The Social Security has a program called "Ticket To Work" that will allow you to look for and take a job without it effecting your disability benefits. There is a great company called NTI whose sole purpose is to help disabled people find work that they can do FROM THEIR HOME, and it is legitimate work which offers pay comparable to what you'd find in a regular "brick and mortar" job outside the home. Here is the link to NTI, they really are a great company and they really do help people find work:

http://www.nticentral.org/

I do feel for you, and understand your frustration, but being angry will only take you so far in this world. At some point, you need to put your bitterness aside to be able to take steps to improve your life, and also the lives of your children.

If you like, I can find out what agencies are available to help you in your area, either post the region here, or "friend me" and send a PM. I will be happy to research and provide information about places where you can get more help than what you currently receive.