16DPO, BFN! Another big dsiappointment. Im such a big failure!
By succed
@succed (879)
United States
October 20, 2008 9:20pm CST
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Hi ladies,
I guess Im about to give up TTC. This is making my life miserable. I can't sleep, can't think, I feel like im going through depression. This is not me at all. Ever since i tried hard, im not feeling very good. I am not the way I used to be. I believe stress making my body ache, hurt here and there. I need to just relax and not think about this. Otherwise, the circumstances might be bad. Like maybe fights with DH, or leaving him, all that stuff. I am always happy and cheerful but because I have so many failure month to month, this is just driving me nuts. This is it, im don and need time to think the best in this life. Should have been enjoying life for life is too short, right? Anyways, sorry ladies, I thought I was pregg this month only to let down again. There's reason for all these why God has not bless me with Child. Ok ladies you dont give up. Me I think Im done.
1 response
@kwenge (2487)
• Kenya
21 Oct 08
Has the AF arrived? If not then keep holding. She might not come this month.
I thot of you last weekend and said a prayer. The best thing is that there is next month and many months to come. Just relax and everything will fall into its place. Keep trying but dont concentrate on it soo much because depression might catch you and you loose it. Make love without thinking of a baby.
Still keeping my fingers crossed.
@succed (879)
• United States
22 Oct 08
Yeah, AF arrived today when I woke up. This month Im gonna try differently. Tried to off my mind of this TTC thing. But God has bless me with one child who I sponsor back in the Philippines. She was born a week a go, though it would be different if I can see her, touch her, hold her. I can't be with her. This is the only way to let my self of thinking of trying hard to have my own blood line. Thanks my friend Kwinge. I know you too is TTC, let's be together on this. Having someone to talk to someone here helps a lot. God Bless You.
